Monday 30 July 2007
wow
wah now that think of it, this year has passed really quickly, huh? maybe perhaps because a lot of events happened this year-Adventure Camp and Taman Negara Camp and a lot of other things, but now that i come to think of it, 7 months has really flew by at a very high speed. this year, we all have many new friends (enemies?) and new history to our name. i hope i have improved, too.
well today is the term 3 common test english and mathematics paper. wonder why i am blogging instead of studying, which is what i should be doing. maybe i can argue that today's english common test is on paper 1, and thus i
am studying, by writing a "compo", but that's no excuse, i know. hahas i have become lamer, and i know that i am crazier this year (thanks to DaoHan, who
'enlightened' me to that fact) but i hope my end-of-year results do not slip so much!!! and
best of luck everyone for common test!!!whew guess i am just excited about the Taiwan trip in November, because i just can't seem to settle down. this is my first year going overseas with my friends! (unless Taman Negara counts...) and i am downright excited. i think i should be allowed to, huh, since it's practically a once in a lifetime chance with that particular friend... those who cannot go, i am sorry, and will take note not to talk too much about it, to those who do
not want to go i will do the same thing, and those who
are going, cheers! let us enjoy those 7 days in Taiwan!!! wow this year i get to
pon CO for 3 times!!! i have not missed CO since i joined, January 2005 (except for MOE Camp lar, and i do
not think that that should be counted as the CO sent me there, yet i unfairly got an absent mark last year for that stupid reason), and this year, year 2007, i am looking at
pon-ning 3 times (plus once for the Syno Buddy Camp, another thing i am anticipating). can't say i am extremely happy or what (i do not feel that skipping CCAs-or anything, for that matter-is what i should do) but those are all perfectly credible reasons why i cannot go, and after all, the Syno Camp
is in school, so i'll still be in school! hahas...
oh well got to go now... hope my next post won't be months later!!! cheers!
EYE DO. <3
Jeslynn @ 14:47
Saturday 21 July 2007
music
music rocks my world. seriously it does. i would die if music died out. i can't live without music. wonder how i ever lived the first 10 years of my life without music. hahas okay that was emo...
i play the cello and i love the instrument. with it's sombre and rich voice (i love sad music, btw, and it's one of the best instruments for the job) it is not really all that famous (a lot of people mistake it for a guitar!!!) but it is quite popular in the music world. it can be found both in western and eastern music, along with only two other instruments: the double bass and percussion. even though i am only at a miserable grade five standard, i have gotten to really appreciate the cello. i am now frantically saving up to buy a second cello, which will hopefully bring me to greater heights.
the cello is not the only instrument i play, though. i also play the guzheng. it is an eastern instrument, and is described to produce the sound of flowing water when played. it is a very nice instrument, and i love it. as yet, i am not sure i love it as much as i love the cello, as my guzheng skills are not very good, but i will never give up learning the guzheng. i will persevere, and build up my guzheng skills.
i have devoted a lot of time to music since i joined Evergreen Primary School, and have not regretted a bit of it since. i hope my brother will join Chinese Orchestra, too. he is showing some interest in joining already.
EYE DO. <3
Jeslynn @ 03:36
Tuesday 17 July 2007
thoughts
hi. supposed to be doing FPS *grimace* but... well... hey, it's not everyday that u get to blog in your school's computer lab right???
pertaining thoughts, i feel that people should not keep all their thoughts to themselves. apart from the alleged saying--your brain would explode if you keep too much thoughts to yourself--, it does not allow people to get to know you, to understand you. and keeping dark thoughts to yourself will have negative impacts too, like depression, suicidal thoughts, etc...
if you insist on keeping to yourself, please do not blame people if they ignore you, or do not talk to you. especially if you act pissed off. it may not be that they do not want to talk to you, but instead they do not
dare to talk to you. there is a big difference, you know.
telling people about your thoughts can maybe make that confidante improve, too. like if you are not happy about that person's actions, tell him/her, instead of getting angry at him/her, or worse, telling
another person about it. if you do not dare to be so direct, write it down or say it via msn. letting friendships soil due to opinions kept to oneself is
not worth it.
i do not mind if people are frank and tell me if something about me pisses them off, but
please, don't be too straightforward. don't bruise my feelings, or make me angry by the bluntness. thank you.
try telling your friends your thoughts. maybe you will profit from it...
EYE DO. <3
Jeslynn @ 00:19
Monday 16 July 2007
woots~~
yay i finally can use the computer!!! hahas u might be thinking "who doesn't get to use the com nowadays?" but for me, being able to use the com is a rare thing...
wahhx... don't feel like studying Geography... even though there is test tomorrow...
what makes a person choose the things he or she does? like if a person likes this shirt but it totally does NOT suit him/her, why does that person still buy it? maybe if that person has good friends who would not comment about it-care about that person's feelings- but still... oh, well, i guess everyone thinks things differently...
oh, man, i miss my MOE CO Camp 2007 friends!!! i know, i know, that was like quite 'long' ago already (21st June) but i still miss them. friendships run deep. they were a bunch of the funniest, most fun, most easy-going, most out-going and the most tolerant people i have ever known. hahas. my pals at PHS and EPS are not bad too, but, well, time reveals the bad side of things, while i have only known my camp friends for only approximately 4 days. oh, Chloe, Nicole, Hye Ri, Chris, Han Qi, Kar Hui, Zheng Wei, Hubert, i miss you guys (and gals)!!! Keep in touch!!!
i have decided that i must seriously ponder and deliberate--for a long time--before delving into a relationship. even a casual one needs careful thinking and real understanding of the other party's behaviour. recently i have been deeply disappoined by one particular person(urh-hmm)'s actions, and that person has seriously made me wonder (and regret) why i made the decision i did in the first place. some people will know what i am talking about, that thing that started before Mid-year Examinations. it has made me afraid, seriously afraid, of getting into new relationships. that particular person's behaviour has made me reflect a lot these past few days, and now i am seriously considering breaking off this...thing. but i do not dare to voice it out, finalize it. oh, i hope this matter gets resolved quickly!!!
i do not care anymore. i do not
want to care anymore. maybe i should burrow myself in studying for tomorrow's Geography test. oh, well, good luck to all from 3Faith for your Geography and Mathematics tests!!!
EYE DO. <3
Jeslynn @ 04:43
