Monday, 16 July 2007
woots~~
yay i finally can use the computer!!! hahas u might be thinking "who doesn't get to use the com nowadays?" but for me, being able to use the com is a rare thing...
wahhx... don't feel like studying Geography... even though there is test tomorrow...
what makes a person choose the things he or she does? like if a person likes this shirt but it totally does NOT suit him/her, why does that person still buy it? maybe if that person has good friends who would not comment about it-care about that person's feelings- but still... oh, well, i guess everyone thinks things differently...
oh, man, i miss my MOE CO Camp 2007 friends!!! i know, i know, that was like quite 'long' ago already (21st June) but i still miss them. friendships run deep. they were a bunch of the funniest, most fun, most easy-going, most out-going and the most tolerant people i have ever known. hahas. my pals at PHS and EPS are not bad too, but, well, time reveals the bad side of things, while i have only known my camp friends for only approximately 4 days. oh, Chloe, Nicole, Hye Ri, Chris, Han Qi, Kar Hui, Zheng Wei, Hubert, i miss you guys (and gals)!!! Keep in touch!!!
i have decided that i must seriously ponder and deliberate--for a long time--before delving into a relationship. even a casual one needs careful thinking and real understanding of the other party's behaviour. recently i have been deeply disappoined by one particular person(urh-hmm)'s actions, and that person has seriously made me wonder (and regret) why i made the decision i did in the first place. some people will know what i am talking about, that thing that started before Mid-year Examinations. it has made me afraid, seriously afraid, of getting into new relationships. that particular person's behaviour has made me reflect a lot these past few days, and now i am seriously considering breaking off this...thing. but i do not dare to voice it out, finalize it. oh, i hope this matter gets resolved quickly!!!
i do not care anymore. i do not
want to care anymore. maybe i should burrow myself in studying for tomorrow's Geography test. oh, well, good luck to all from 3Faith for your Geography and Mathematics tests!!!
EYE DO. <3
Jeslynn @ 04:43
